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Question: What is the cause of my daughter M.'s bedwetting?

It is the time now to give you some of the details regarding your daughter’s last lifetime. In that life, she was an army officer for Germany during the 2nd World War. She was distraught many times over about the maltreatment of what were considered rejectable peoples: Jews, gypsies, the mentally deficient. She was held accountable for many atrocities that were performed during that time under her command, even though she personally did not perform them. She felt at the time extremely guilt-ridden over this and ended her life not long before the end of the war, knowing that her number was up, so to speak.

This has brought to her present lifetime an extraordinary amount of guilt, and she knows not why she feels this. Although we do see that at this time the girl known as M. may be too fragile to learn the details of her most previous lifetime, it would be well to consider sharing this with her into her adulthood and allowing her to release some of this stored guilt.

In addition, the synapses necessary to connect the cerebral cortex with the urinary sphincter muscles are immature. This can and most likely will be corrected with time, but we see that her anxiety and yours over this situation has reached a point wherein time is no longer a luxury. In that case, we see that there are some therapies that may help stir the growth of these nerve endings so that they are “connected”. Acupuncture would most likely be of help here; be careful whom you find as practitioner and be guided as to whom you employ. There is acupuncture and then there is acupuncture. You will know the difference.

Another therapy that may help is feldenkrais work. This is a movement-based healing modality wherein the structure of the body is rearranged. This could be useful also in helping to release some of your daughter’s stored guilt. We would caution you, however, to be on the watch for abrupt changes in her behavior and to fine-tune her therapies accordingly.

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Question:  Could you describe the actual physical nature of what is going on inside me in a way doctors might speak of it?   I have a fog in the brain, neck tension and headaches,  and a vertigo that increases when I do any activity. What has changed recently with the shortness of breath?

Good evening.  We are here.  You may be surprised to find all of us speaking to you at this time [Note:  This means it is Polaris, which includes Michael, but isn't only Michael] , but we are drawing on together a number of levels of expertise, if you will, so we can more adequately describe for you what is happening for you on a physical manifestation level.

In other words, we can describe for you on a number of levels what has been occurring for you within your body, and some of what has caused this to occur, both on a physical and on an energetic level. 

As was expressed to you earlier, all of you come armed, if you will, with a great number of latent possibilities.  These possibilities comprise various  physical scenarios that may or may not be acted upon within the course of a single lifetime.  In other words, you hold within you the capability to manifest a great number of "diseases" and conditions, only a few of which for most of you you actually see or feel.  Certain things happen during the course of a lifetime that affect you.  We have told you that you hold energy  You hold experiences.  You hold thoughts within your physical self.  And at times these accumulation act as a catalyst for various physical possibilities that exist within you.  This, then, is what has been occurring for you on a number of levels over a course of some time. 

So with this particular condition that you have found yourselves thinking about, there is a certain latency quality that exists with it.  Your scientists have told that a person is born with a condition and it either creates symptoms or it does not.  If one does not manifest symptoms there is little need to check for them, and so many of these latencies go completely undetected. 

On a purely physical level, therefore, we have already in part described for you the sense of the compression of neural pathways throughout your body, and that is a simplified approach to what is going on.  There is, as you know, a certain type of pressure that is maintained within the body.  There is the pressure of the blood, the pressure of all the fluids located within the body.  Since they are in a more or less enclosed space, there is a tension placed on the outer membranes of everything that holds fluids within the body.  Now as you know, the human body is mostly comprised of fluids of one sort or another.  And the outermost tangible enclosure for these fluids is of course the skin.  Now, the one area that is also relatively fluid is the brain.  Now what is the brain exactly?  Many suppose the brain is where the mind resides, and we would say there is an energetic location that the brain and the mind body share in one sense and on one level.  The brain, however, is made up of specialized cells that are present in order to perform a specialized function.  This is not unusual because every part of your body is made up of specialized cells designed to perform a specialized function.   An interesting thing about the brain, however, is that it is designed to transmit a great deal in terms of what is known to you as electricity.  In other words, it sends more or less electrical impulses through the neutral pathways to all parts of your body.  It's a method of communication.  There is, of course, a much simpler (and perhaps more effective) way of communication, because of course every cell of your body maintains an awareness of every other cell in your body.  So if this is true, what then is the need for the neural pathways?  If your brain shares an awareness with your big toe and through that awareness is able to make the big toe move, why then the neutral pathways that tell the big toe essentially the same thing?   To simplify the reality of the awareness of all the cells in your body, the answer to that question is that sometimes cells forget things. They're busy doing cell things.  And they do not always choose to maintain an awareness with every other part of the body.  Therefore the brain can send a little electric jolt through the neutral pathways to travel down and wake up those cells down there in the big toe.  So what is happening with you then?

Again we tell you that these pathways are compressed.  There is swelling.  There is pressure that is not within the norm compared to other people.  We spoke to you that the body maintains pressures of the various fluids contained within it.  And along the main neutral pathway, being the spinal cord, there is fluid around it.  It floats in a warm bath of fluid that also is an electrical transmitter.  So the pressure, then, of that fluid in your body is elevated.  This then creates a constriction.  Now what is causing this fluid pressure to be elevated?  Again, there is an accumulation of sensations taken in and held over a long period of time.  There was little outlet to display the great deal of anguish that was experienced and remained unexpressed.  This then resulted in a constricting overall.  Now you know through chemistry that if you increase pressure there will be a result.  It could be that the temperature increases. It could be that the volume is affected.  Would you think us too lighthearted if we were to tell you that your brain has sadness.  It is a part of you, yes, but it also has its own consciousness and it is one of sadness.  And it has caused it to want to encroached upon territory that does not necessarily belong to it.  This sensation adds to the pressure .

Now what can be done to relieve this?  How does one make the brain less sad?  How do you allow to dissipate a lifetime of accumulated hurt?  And even if you do so, the body has become used to operating in this fashion, and sometimes has little interest in making big changes.

We have spoken to you many times before on a mainly energetic level.  In other words, talking to you about your experience emotionally and energetically.  It is difficult to confine our discussion with you on a purely physical level, yet we see that it is possible that there is a body choice to simply allow this deterioration to continue regardless of the inner spiritual work you are doing to resist that deterioration.  It sounds fatalistic, doesn't it?  However, we tell you also that you are at all times creating this body and maintaining its creation.  You could change your appearance at any moment if you believed you could.  You are using this physical experience in order to gain access to levels of your Self that you felt you would not do so in any other way.  You are having the experiences you wish to in this lifetime.  You are attracting, through those experiences, additional experiences from which to learn from.  But you could, if you chose to and believe you could, change it all in an instant.
Experiences as they are chosen in a lifetime are chosen largely because of the set of beliefs that you also choose to wear.  If you believed, fully believed, in magic for instance, you would be capable of it.  You would see many manifestations of it on a regular basis.  It's there – you're simply choosing not to see it.

If you believed that you would be doing the "same work" without the external feeling impetuses to look at certain elements of yourself then you could do so.  However, part of your set of perceptual lenses in this lifetime has been that you feel the world is acting upon you.  It is not at present within your belief set that you can truly change the manifestation of your body, or that you could encounter these inner transformational elements without some dramatic external cause. 

Question:  I came up a hit of Arnold-Chiari Malformation on the internet.  Do I have this?

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Question: I am still questioning what my place in his (Cliff’s) life is, are we able to let our guards down and embrace each other for who we are….I suppose I am wondering what I need to do, what is my task and what are we in each others lives: Do we have a future together?

The man known to you in this life as Cliff is undergoing a severe transition in his life. He sees a potential future ahead but has many issues from childhood and early adulthood that plague him and make him feel he is an inappropriate choice for a mate, although he would probably never admit this. The man Cliff is emotionally-based yet has little access to the intellectualization of his emotions. In other words, he feels, and feels intensely, yet is unable to or has great difficulty putting words to his feelings.

You find this enormously frustrating, as you are fairly well in touch with your emotions and do not at this time see how anyone can be so different from you in that regard.

Cliff does feel a strong pull toward you but for him it is all mixed in with fear and hesitancy and inadequacy, He cannot yet separate these feelings, and equates you at times with those who in his early years acted in ways that caused him to feel fearful, hesitant, and inadequate. This is from nothing that you are doing, only you have unlocked the doors for him to his childhood and he cannot yet separate you from that time, even though he knows in his mind that there is no connection there.

Until the man Cliff can begin to separate the now-reality from the then-reality, he will be unable to truly connect with anyone and will continue to hold a series of meaningless relationships with non-threatening women such as the one he has entangled himself with now. He feels a large sense of guilt for this also because he truly does care for you and wishes that he could allow himself to maintain that intimacy with you that he admits is quite enjoyable, but then again the fear gets to him and he becomes paralyzed and he allows himself to be swept away by his unchecked emotion.

As for you, we see that there really is little you can do to alter this situation for him because it is truly his to own and not yours. However, we do see some point in allowing yourself if you will to become for him a sort of touchpoint, a grounded force of stability that he can come to at his choosing for healing and renewal. We realize that this may be difficult for you as you wish for more out a relationship, however the mate agreement between you still exists and there is still a possibility that things will change enough for him so that you can fulfill that agreement. As we stated before, he is in a state of transition and so may be able to step out of this hole he has dug for himself and to allow you in.

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Question: My husband is very quiet and doesn't talk about his feelings. Is there a way to help him express himself better?

This man is satisfied with his current methods of expression. By examining his overleaves [personality choices] it is apparent that he did indeed set up this life to be sort of “stunted” in the expression category, to give himself that handicap if you will. It is his choice then to experience life without the exuberant expression that you have come to think of as a part of being human. That does not mean that your husband does not experience INSIDE those joyful or heartrending emotions, but that he is content to let them be where they are rather than expressing them outwardly. This is an aspect that you find difficult and somewhat grating, but it is impossible for YOU to do anything about this other than attempt to accept it. It may however continue to dig at you until this issue becomes paramount in your relationship unless you are able to let go of the expectation and belief that his expression has anything to do with you and how he feels about you. It is of course no reflection upon you and also has no bearing on what he feels inside, but you, as a naturally expressive person, finds this “wrong” and unnatural, and you have difficulty understanding how anyone can hold back so much when there is so much to be experienced and expressed.

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