LightSpring Transformations

 

We would say there are two separate issues occurring for you

1)     The black hole in your lower back began as a remnant of a wounded area experienced in multiple lifetimes.  This repetitive physical wounding has left an energetic disturbance in this area. Since the enormous amount of energy moving through at least part of your body on a regular basis needed a place to go, it found its way through this weakened area and has for some time now been coursing from you on various occasions.  Specifically when you feel bombarded energetically from others, you tend to manufacture an enormous amount of energy from within yourself.  This produces as you might imagine quite a strain on you.  The human body is designed to take in energy from other sources, to use it and to allow it either to dissipate or give it to others, or to the surroundings in general. In other words, there is a constant ebb and flow of energy moving through you.  So when you were feeling these chaotic emotions, your typical response has been to manufacture more energy that comes from inside you.  As you might imagine, this depletes you in other ways.  This enormous amount of energy had nowhere else to go but through that weakened area. Now, identifying such a weakened area and repairing it only addresses part of the situation.  The more difficult part is to achieve a greater understanding of your responses to those perceived energetic barrages. 

Question: Why do I manufacture all that energy?  What’s the benefit?

      There largely is little benefit to manufacturing such a large amount of energy in such a crisis situation.  This has been a   defensive response of yours in an attempt to ward off what you feel comes at you.  As we said, however, such a response has tended instead to deplete you and to leave you feeling emotionally and energetically barren, feeling as if you had nothing left.

  2)  The crown chakra is another matter.  There exists within you the semi-conscious awareness of the greater world around you and of other existences than the physical plan.  Your inspirational energy urges you to frequent contact with those other planes of existence as a way of denying or negating the plane upon which you actually do exist.  This constant energetic contact, then, serves more as a wishful hope that could be somewhere else than here.  In addition, you have a sincere desire to help others in any way that you can. This translated for you at an early age into broadcasting energy to as wide an area as possible.  Partly this made you more noticeable, and partly it was a way you had of reaching out to others within a relative zone of safety. However, understand that this constant broadcast is inefficient as well as tends to also deplete you energetically at times.  We would encourage you then to manipulate this energetic portal on a conscious basis, allowing it to be more open when you wish access to higher realms of spirituality and shutting it down entirely or almost entirely when you are within the energetic range of a great number of people.  In other words, in crowds we would advise you to close things off. When you wish to contact your own intuition or us, or simply just be energetically open, then we would encourage you to attempt that in times when you are energetically more secure.  We will, with your permission, assist you in setting up some energetic shielding so that you can see what it feels like to be in a zone of energetic silence where the only energy inside that area is your own.  You are unused to maintaining boundaries and have become accustomed to allowing the energy of others to reach you in ways that were disturbing to you or felt uncomfortable, but felt powerless to deny.  Again, within your permission, we can assist you in finding different ways in interacting with the energy of other people.  Understand that like everything else this is an ongoing process that may take some time, will create changes within you.  However, we would anticipate your sleep to become more restful as a result.

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